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*It's the sweet love that you give to me...

... that makes me believe we can make it through anything*



July 11th, 2006


I miss Matt Masse so much right now. He always knew what to say to me. I need to write him. I hope he is still doing well. I can't wait until he gets home...I can really use some time with him.

Things will Kory are still complicated. It's hard because we have many of the same friends. We still fight as friends, and it's sad. I wish all the stupid stuff could just end. I know/hope someday it will. I do really care about him, but I know right now I can't look back.

I think I have taken on too much of a work-load this coming semester...:-/. I think I can do it though. I can and I will.

I had the shittiest week last week...here's to hoping this one is better!

June 24th, 2006

This is hard...

So if you haven't heard, Kory and I broke up. It's not something that I really wanted to do, but with the way things were going, I felt like it was best to just take a stap back for awhile. My mom and I got him a job at her work, and they are still really close so I would like Kory and I to stay that way.

We have been talking, and he was showing a huge effort. Last night he came to my game and then we went to the movies together where he held my hand the whole night. It's not that I don't care about him, cause I really do.

However he will try, and then I will find out things that he does and it will push me away again. Like a certain couple situations, about talking to people that he knows I don't like and that he talks so much crap. I just don't get it, make up your mind...you either hate them or you don't, and with the stuff you say it sure as heck seems like you can't stand to even hear their names.

I care about you, I do. I love your family also and I know mine is very important to you as well. But I can't keep up with all of this stuff. I feel like it will never end.

"I know this is something I gotta do, but that don't mean I want to...don't want to, but you know gotta let it go"

P.S. Thank you so much for the movie last night. I'm so glad we can be like this for now until I'm ready. I'm so glad you would wait for me...

June 4th, 2006


I'm super bored right now so I'm writing in here...

Yesterday at work was very interesting. First we saw a wedding party some in here...wtf??? Who come into a mall when they get married? Laura and I were laughing about it. Maybe that's where they met, idk, but it was weird. I told Katie that our dresses were SO much prettier. This girl had 1/2 white and pink bridesmaid dresses. Only the bride is supposed to wear white cause it's HER day. Oh well. It's crazy how many people are getting married this time of year. It was fun to see those people though cause it reminded me of last week. I saw the Maid of Honor holding the brides train the whole time and it make me think of when I had to do it for Katie, lol. Good times.

Yesterday at work too we all decided to be Spiderman(woman). We were shooting our webs at people...I think we may have scared off some customers...oops!

Watched The Exorcism of Emily Rose with Kory, Katie, Matt, and Matt. It was freaky, but not as scary as I thought it would be.

Today means work by myself until 6 then off to Nikki's grad party. It will be a fun time.

I can't wait until we all go see The Omen on Tuesday.

June 2nd, 2006


So I'm debating whether or not to go back to this. Truth is, I actually don't like this stupid site one bit and I get ver bored with it very quickly. Then again, when I'm bored it's actually not that bad. However, the second some issue evolves from it is the second it's done.

Katie and Matt's wedding was amazing. It was so much fun and Katie looked so beautiful. I shook so bad during my whole speech, it was so bad...but at least the speech turned out decent. The open bar was awesome...except we cleaned then out of peach snapps haha. Oh well, Katie and I love our Sex on the Beach. Of course the boys (Matt, Chad, Kory, and Nick) had their beers all night long. Lukily Matt didn't have that much though cause he had to drive us all home in the Hummer!!! I loved that car...

Oh yea...and when we were taking pictures at Goat Island after the wedding there were soooo many foreigners taking pictures/videos of all of us it was ooo funny. I was yelling out the window telling everyone they had gotten married and they were getting beeped at and everything. It was so fun, haha.

But Katie and Matt came home yesterday from Cancun and I can't wait to see pictures. We are all going to hang out and go to Cold Stone. It should be a fun time.

I believe I'm going to get some people together next weekend for a Beach party at my cottage. Hopefully the weather will be nice!

Also, whoever wants to come see The Omen on Tuesday let me know. When Nikki, Neil, Matt, Chad, Kory and I were talking about it the other night it made me want to go see it. So I think we all should...it will be fun.

May 27th, 2006

It's Been Forever...

So today is Matt's birthday...Happy Birthday Matt!!!

And tomorrow is the wedding! I cannot wait! It will be so much fun, but I'm extreamly nervous for my speech. Kristine said it will make Katie cry. Hoepfully I won't mess it up to bad. I'm going to stay at Katie's mom's house tonight and have a sleep over with her and Krisitne. It's easier cause we are getting our hair done early in the morning.

I can't believe we all pulled this off in less than two months! The dresses are beautiful, the favors are amazing and everything else just fit in to place prefectly. We got lucky with the favors and mine and Kristine's dresses! It's going to be awesome to see how everything came all together tomorrow.

I'm so happy for you Katie. I know how much you two truly love each other and you two are perfect for one another.

I love you both Katie and Matt!!!

Pictures will be posted somewhere when we get them...
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